Wednesday, August 22, 2012

The Funk

I've been in a fun for the last month or so..haven't felt like working out at the gym, been drinking heavily, eating poorly..not motivated to do much of anything. I think that trying to cope with  my mom's death and the fact that my business is failing, overwhelms me. When my mom passed away, I inherited her 9mm pistol. I put it to my head yesterday,but the thoughts of my children growing up without me allowed me to put it down. I need to realize that stress/pain is temporary and death is permanent.

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