The end

Well, well, well...yesterday was quite the test for me. Things started out ok, dropped the kids off at school, went to work and came home. I was "up" most of the day and it felt really great. Anyhow, I went to my uncles house to watch the Spurs game and thats where the fun began. She sent me a text saying how she was going to watch her friends son baseball game. I responded saying that she was invited to come over and watch the game when she was done. No response. I figured, no big deal and had a good time watching the game and having a few beers. A little later I sent her a (drunk) message saying"i have to admit I'm a little disappointed, but oh well, I'm used to it". Still no response. I figured, what the hell, so I picked up the phone and called her. It rang twice, the phone picked up and then I got hung up on without a word. I thought, there is no way she would hang up on me, maybe it was an accident. So I waited a minute and called back. Her phone was turned off and it went straight to voice mail. I was stunned, I could feel the anger building up in me. My breathing sped up and my skin turned red. I took several deep breathes and stepped outside for a minute to get some fresh air. When I came back in the house, I felt a sense of peace come over me. It was as if things made sense now. I realized that it is over with us.